Sunday, June 21, 2009

I feel really sorry...

I feel really sorry for blogger!
- cause I'm gonna spam this place with randomness and totalt nothingness! AHA!
thats just how I am baby! 8D *points all over wall* BABIES... posters? O-o, errrm..
THATS WHAT IM SAYING! ARGNESS! I'm so soso RANDOM and I just can't help it!
I'm bad, aren't I? ... NOT xD eeeerm.. yes.. damnit.. what was all this about again? xD
너라고! heheh.. eeeeeeeerm.. I'm having lots of fun with the IME. I acually cared to find out where to push to get the right result this time around ♥
Now I will listen to 거짓말remix 빅뱅♥
One day I will get the hang of it 8D Then I just gotta learn to speak it, O-o,
same for the 日本語 あのね、 私は not that fast a learner as I want to be! xD omg,
half of half! thats just how I live, all situations! IM ALWAYS HALFWAY NEVERDONE! darnit!
anyways! 빅뱅 for me!
byebye! じゃね!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Yea. again;

I'm freezing. Darling god suddenly it got cold again!
- I'm kinda hungry.
Normalerwize is in tv, yes yes.
I'm kinda tired too O-o;
... I don't have that much pepsi max left..
soo it really is time to sleep soon :P
yea.. hmmm xD
어젯밤네게건넨말 baby don't cry 더이상불집진않겠어 이젠 bye bye

aah すごいです!

True that!
- well today I changed the layout! and no darlings, I didnt make it myself, credits in the sitebar! xD
anyways, bored out of my mind here!
I watched the intire "A love to kill" it almost killed me O_O; it was so sad.
Now Im impaciently waiting for some more "Gost friends" - ゴーストフレンズ♥
Mylady is going crazy. She can't make "Webbyen"'s html editor to do as she wants,
I keep telling her that html editors and programs has got their own lifes, and does as they want, re-writing what you write. Just learn html dude 8D anyhow
I'll be back some time O-o
じゃね!キス!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Say Whaaaaat?

Right now? I'm doing absolutly nothing - besides from reading Twilight series. Fuck my life is so exciting - aren't it? anyways. Im reading the "Breaking Dawn" right now. But hey. I just came to a point where I got really tired of the story line. I just stopped for a while, until I will face whats comming up in it. It's too depressing. sorry! xD
well. eeeerm.. I have been doing nothing, as I succeded stating, wow. Well. I started Watching "CommunityChannel" on Youtube. God that girl Natalie is just - amazing! omgomg - she's got this addictive behavior, and you can't stop watching her xD
anyways. yea. Oh something for me to say! People - Friends -CHILL- ^__^
Me is OUTISH! <3 BAI!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

What is love?

When it comes down to it all, then what is love?
Some say it is feeling, an emotion, but what are feelings and emotions? What is it created by, and why do we loose ourselves to follow it anyway?
Personally, I really wish that it was something you could just throw it away?
And if we really think we find love? then when it goes wrong, because it will, then what makes us believe again, what is it there is left?
Do we deserve love? and further, if we do something wrong, then will we ever really deserve it?
If you never really had love, it it then because you did not deserve it? or belive it?
And if we deserve it, then will it appear?
If it always seem hard to find then, are we ready, do we deserve to be loved?
And if we do not belive it, do we then not deserve?
- is the thoughts in our head the ones that decide if we must live forever with out the love that we might deserve, or not deserve?
If the emotion, the feeling is a chemical, as the wise say, that gets in to our blood, adrenalin, then is anything of what we feel ever true, or do we fool ourselves with something that will never be reality.
If you never had true love,
will you ever get it after a great deal of years?

Will I, will you?


I guess I'm filled with thougghts right now >.<