Longtime

Long time... no see? xD true that true that!
Anyways, lots have happened - some good and some, quite terrible.

Good?
I don't really remember right now, but there sure are some!
Guess that will be all the stuff I have been buying, tho now I have no money at all xD
- and I've got at fabules new hair cut. Yuu-ki Divina did it, my personal hair dresser (lolz tho she truly aren't a hair dresser but nobody knows *ninja*)
OH! and Yes! I went with Mylady aka Nan to Italy- okay its acually a long time ago now but it was fun! xD <33 I miss mylady ~____~"

Bad?
Well, worst case scenario came true. I've gotten ill.
Yeah yeah, people would say, but not just "ill" its a freaking no end disease and it never ends and no medicin = death. omg.
And yea, okay, its Diabetes 1, and it dosent sound that bad, but I used to be a sugar addict - ups still are - and I can't have candy. AND if it just was the candy that would be okay, but NO! its even food like potatoes, rice, pasta and white bread. everything seem to be a killing, ticking time bomb. Damn it!
And how did I manage to get it? Dun know? Not even the doctors know for sure.
They say that stress can make the immune defence go crazy and kill the wrong cells if you have a weakness for it. I guess I had such a weakness. *throws stuff around*
and you might think "Which kinda stress can be that bad?"
well'.
School. you wouldnt think it was that bad, ne? but if you dont have a clue what to do then it starts being stressing!
And my newyears evening wasnt that gracious either, I ended making some real bad shit for myself, damn it, and I still go around with a half dirty conscience, since my friend (who it seems to be worst for) dosent know the half of the events of the "evening"
Makes me want to cry even o-o;

Im in school right now, and we are soon going to get our grades, I don't really hear but I guess I have to. *crycry* hahha

Baibai!