Recently...

Recently I have been pretty confused with my situation, even if it should seem so clear. I have been given ultimatums, I have pretty much been backed up in a corner, and done things I thought was over my limits. I have to prove my worth. So I'm going to prove it. I just don't think I can do it all in one day, cause thats more than a handful, ya know. I want to do this.

What's up with that?

I feel pretty torn. Lots of stuff is going on in my life, pretty much.
I wish that people would take a stand. Like me? Dislike me?
What is it that you do'?
I'm evolving into some kind of alter-ego.
I somehow do not wish to, but it is for the better.
- love is a crazy ride, a deadly one, one that can kill the purest parts.
Anyways. fuckit. I'm stressed out and booze iz helping me.
I miss what I had with you. both. sorry it's strange-
give me something in return? no don't bother :D
- I'm being owed a favor. I hope it to be a sexual one :P haha
Joke aside. :D overandout