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it's funny and it's exciting, it's life, and I plan to enjoy it ;)

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..Stay~~

{Oh won't you stay just a little bit longer
Please let me dance
Say you will, say you will!}

I stopped in the store as a sales assistant-student, Life there was hell.
Long-ass days, transport-hell and most of all the leader in my department was the devil.
Nah might be taking it a bit over the top by saying the devil.. but pretty close.

Instead I started as a gastronomy-assistant at technical college,
people are awesome, and the first couple of days are just mostly making food acually.
Yesterday we made good old danish beef, potatoes, soft-onion, brown sauce with cucumber-salad, and strawberry porridge with milk.

I basically made the porridge myself, without help from my partner, and it was praised very much by the teacher, she loved it!
But but but, she didn't like my beef, "it have had too much heat" she complained, and my soft onions weren't "brown enough - it have had too little heat".
She also said that the sauce was too thick and too brown.
But all around it was okay, since the beef was roasted all the way through and it had reached the required 75 degrees Celsius.
And on the other hand my partner and I thought it tasted fabulous, so we just noted the critique and ate our lovely food.

Anyways, I feel like things are coming into place, and I feel warm ♥

Recently...

Recently I have been pretty confused with my situation, even if it should seem so clear. I have been given ultimatums, I have pretty much been backed up in a corner, and done things I thought was over my limits. I have to prove my worth. So I'm going to prove it. I just don't think I can do it all in one day, cause thats more than a handful, ya know. I want to do this.

What's up with that?

I feel pretty torn. Lots of stuff is going on in my life, pretty much.
I wish that people would take a stand. Like me? Dislike me?
What is it that you do'?
I'm evolving into some kind of alter-ego.
I somehow do not wish to, but it is for the better.
- love is a crazy ride, a deadly one, one that can kill the purest parts.
Anyways. fuckit. I'm stressed out and booze iz helping me.
I miss what I had with you. both. sorry it's strange-
give me something in return? no don't bother :D
- I'm being owed a favor. I hope it to be a sexual one :P haha
Joke aside. :D overandout

u p d a t e .

Hey peepz.
This is just like, a little update, since yea, I'm actually at the computer for ones.
I feel like things are slightly hectic right now. Not that I'm saying that I'm achieving all that much, that's not it at all :P
- But yea, I'm first at all not really much at the inter-webz these days. Actually at the computer in general. Hmm.. I'm not even spending all that much time in my own apartment. Lol ;O
I spend most days with lovely people. Actually one very lovely person, most of the time.
Very laid back, relaxing, most of the time.
Other than that my head is just about to burst. I'm taking medz for that.
Work will start again Monday. But to be honest I just want to kick the motherf*cking boss in the dirty nuts and make him cry like a baby. He's a looser with a head sized like the moon and a brain like a pea. yes pea.
Anyway, aside from that I have had some fun weekends the last couple of weeks, and I will be missing going to Charlys. most definitely. ;O
Well I think I will be doing something else now, since this is kinda boring :P

BYE

::WANTED::

[-] Wanted. [x] //Got it!

[x] Contacts and eyeliner from Angeland.
[-] Beautiful shoes from the local store.
[x] New concealer. (it just got stolen)
[-] The L Word season 2-6
[x] Getting hair did.
[x] Money to pay my DREAMHOST account. (was given to me ♥)
[-] New shirts from threadless.
[-] Dobble sized duvet and cover.
[-] Mop and broom for my floor ;O
[x] Blender (that is able to crush ice)
[-] Pepsi max. (big enough amounts are never achievable)
[-] A long party night


- updated 19^th July 2010

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nothin's up

sleep iz missing pretty much...

Hi, I don't have much to say right now, so I'm only updating just to hmm to say I'm alive.. I'm at school right now and we are in "extra time" where we are making projects but also talking abit over the class. Some one is watching X-Factor, it's actually pretty noizy yes it is... it's this kid Jasper. ha. For our project I made an add poster, for our fictional Chocolate-store "Make it yours" we focus on dark chocolate being healthy and make your boobs more firm. Making our slogan "Make it yours - make it firm" hehe, but anyways. My poster is this girl being lazy on a sofa, and a text says "Are you lazy..." and making a fictional offer of 20% off if you are a member of a fitness centre. hehe. anyways. I'm tired.. yes I am.. How'd you like my add? hehe thats the one yes it is!... I put some watermarks on it, sorry 'bout that, Anyways... I should stop this nonsense rite now! haha!

hello...

Problems? yes, fuck.
I do shit, and I care less. sorry, I feel empty. this is some pretty shit.
Now watching paradise hotel with the 320 crew. hey. it's.. erm. fuck
BYE!

Hello and goodbye...

- Okay no real reason for the weird title.. It just came to me...
You might notice that the layout isn't hot .. at all... well it's not really a layout is it? hahaha.. but I just didn't like the old one anymore so..
Whats up?
Love life?: None. Or well.. but none!
New stuff?: Samsung Corby, shoes, pants, shirts, and small stuff.
Nights on town?: one untill now.. and not in the weekend. Fuck xD
Amount of money?: not enough. used more than I was supposed to all ready. Fuck! xD
Fav. star?: Jenny Shimizu ♥
Fav. song?: many. Lollipop pt.2; Kun for mig; Whattaya want from me; Meet me halfway;
hmm..
I'm pretty fucked up, selfish and stupid. Seeing everything falling apart apparently doesn't make me turn around or stop, even thought I should and had the chance to do it.
I'm already sorry. I should tell, should say something. Should pull myself together and stop.
Stop, change road and then run along there. Run, fast as never before, since time is already short. hehe...

How can it be, that hurting someone you don't know, haven't talked to, is easier than anything in the world? bah, I will try to keep my composure from now on!

*smiles* I will get myself together.. hhehe.. anyways. this was junk!

Get on with your lives! go on! BYYE! :D I will update soon.. with stuff that makes sense! xD

Pretty deep shit.

Yes that's what I prefer to call it,
This person owes me money, that I was silly enough to lend out,
and NOW I haven't got ENOUGH for the rest of the month,
- AND to top it off the person owning me them is out of town, "love cruise"
Fuck that shit, I guess I have to starve to death.
That aside, lots have happened lately and I don't know what to write or where to start.
Let's just say, I'm Justin and she's Brian. Only that this story will end after season two. .. mew.. me wants the Ethan, rite NOW!

(~OwO)~

Wau, happyness is really hard to keep your hands on! well I'm still happy, but in another way. I've got at appointment with a tattoo artist for my first tattoo, it's gonna be cool! I hope that Line & Tanja will come along with me to get it done!
- next weekend.. notthisone, but the next, there will be party in the bronx! Ane will be comming and we will be going out! - the weekend after that I'll be visiting her in CPH - just to chill, and then get a tattoo and then go to a bday party for Tanja! She's gonna get ooold! xD aww poor thing! xD
Anyways! See you all! xD BAI

Wuuh!

Fuck I'm so happy at the time being! <3
I just love living! ~_~

OVER OUT I <3 U ALL ~~