Recently...

Recently I have been pretty confused with my situation, even if it should seem so clear. I have been given ultimatums, I have pretty much been backed up in a corner, and done things I thought was over my limits. I have to prove my worth. So I'm going to prove it. I just don't think I can do it all in one day, cause thats more than a handful, ya know. I want to do this.

What's up with that?

I feel pretty torn. Lots of stuff is going on in my life, pretty much.
I wish that people would take a stand. Like me? Dislike me?
What is it that you do'?
I'm evolving into some kind of alter-ego.
I somehow do not wish to, but it is for the better.
- love is a crazy ride, a deadly one, one that can kill the purest parts.
Anyways. fuckit. I'm stressed out and booze iz helping me.
I miss what I had with you. both. sorry it's strange-
give me something in return? no don't bother :D
- I'm being owed a favor. I hope it to be a sexual one :P haha
Joke aside. :D overandout

u p d a t e .

Hey peepz.
This is just like, a little update, since yea, I'm actually at the computer for ones.
I feel like things are slightly hectic right now. Not that I'm saying that I'm achieving all that much, that's not it at all :P
- But yea, I'm first at all not really much at the inter-webz these days. Actually at the computer in general. Hmm.. I'm not even spending all that much time in my own apartment. Lol ;O
I spend most days with lovely people. Actually one very lovely person, most of the time.
Very laid back, relaxing, most of the time.
Other than that my head is just about to burst. I'm taking medz for that.
Work will start again Monday. But to be honest I just want to kick the motherf*cking boss in the dirty nuts and make him cry like a baby. He's a looser with a head sized like the moon and a brain like a pea. yes pea.
Anyway, aside from that I have had some fun weekends the last couple of weeks, and I will be missing going to Charlys. most definitely. ;O
Well I think I will be doing something else now, since this is kinda boring :P

BYE

::WANTED::

[-] Wanted. [x] //Got it!

[x] Contacts and eyeliner from Angeland.
[-] Beautiful shoes from the local store.
[x] New concealer. (it just got stolen)
[-] The L Word season 2-6
[x] Getting hair did.
[x] Money to pay my DREAMHOST account. (was given to me ♥)
[-] New shirts from threadless.
[-] Dobble sized duvet and cover.
[-] Mop and broom for my floor ;O
[x] Blender (that is able to crush ice)
[-] Pepsi max. (big enough amounts are never achievable)
[-] A long party night


- updated 19^th July 2010

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