when the time is right...

it's funny and it's exciting, it's life, and I plan to enjoy it ;)

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..Stay~~

{Oh won't you stay just a little bit longer
Please let me dance
Say you will, say you will!}

I stopped in the store as a sales assistant-student, Life there was hell.
Long-ass days, transport-hell and most of all the leader in my department was the devil.
Nah might be taking it a bit over the top by saying the devil.. but pretty close.

Instead I started as a gastronomy-assistant at technical college,
people are awesome, and the first couple of days are just mostly making food acually.
Yesterday we made good old danish beef, potatoes, soft-onion, brown sauce with cucumber-salad, and strawberry porridge with milk.

I basically made the porridge myself, without help from my partner, and it was praised very much by the teacher, she loved it!
But but but, she didn't like my beef, "it have had too much heat" she complained, and my soft onions weren't "brown enough - it have had too little heat".
She also said that the sauce was too thick and too brown.
But all around it was okay, since the beef was roasted all the way through and it had reached the required 75 degrees Celsius.
And on the other hand my partner and I thought it tasted fabulous, so we just noted the critique and ate our lovely food.

Anyways, I feel like things are coming into place, and I feel warm ♥

Recently...

Recently I have been pretty confused with my situation, even if it should seem so clear. I have been given ultimatums, I have pretty much been backed up in a corner, and done things I thought was over my limits. I have to prove my worth. So I'm going to prove it. I just don't think I can do it all in one day, cause thats more than a handful, ya know. I want to do this.

What's up with that?

I feel pretty torn. Lots of stuff is going on in my life, pretty much.
I wish that people would take a stand. Like me? Dislike me?
What is it that you do'?
I'm evolving into some kind of alter-ego.
I somehow do not wish to, but it is for the better.
- love is a crazy ride, a deadly one, one that can kill the purest parts.
Anyways. fuckit. I'm stressed out and booze iz helping me.
I miss what I had with you. both. sorry it's strange-
give me something in return? no don't bother :D
- I'm being owed a favor. I hope it to be a sexual one :P haha
Joke aside. :D overandout

u p d a t e .

Hey peepz.
This is just like, a little update, since yea, I'm actually at the computer for ones.
I feel like things are slightly hectic right now. Not that I'm saying that I'm achieving all that much, that's not it at all :P
- But yea, I'm first at all not really much at the inter-webz these days. Actually at the computer in general. Hmm.. I'm not even spending all that much time in my own apartment. Lol ;O
I spend most days with lovely people. Actually one very lovely person, most of the time.
Very laid back, relaxing, most of the time.
Other than that my head is just about to burst. I'm taking medz for that.
Work will start again Monday. But to be honest I just want to kick the motherf*cking boss in the dirty nuts and make him cry like a baby. He's a looser with a head sized like the moon and a brain like a pea. yes pea.
Anyway, aside from that I have had some fun weekends the last couple of weeks, and I will be missing going to Charlys. most definitely. ;O
Well I think I will be doing something else now, since this is kinda boring :P

BYE